chinese papers today. i practically stoned for an hour during my paper one. was really damn tired. paper two was like okay,the compre was super straightforward,cloze passage was alright only. after the papers headed to amk to eat kfc. made a hell of nonsense there! haha. headed home after that. tomorrow maths paper one! i don't know why,i am just feeling excited for it. kind of weird eh,everybody scared of maths,i am feeling excited. ahhhh,i don't know. just want to do super well for tomorrow! pig,you did well today already! (:
hai,just thought suddenly when i was reading the first question of the paper two,i just couldn't concentrate,my thoughts went so far. it's as if i just couldn't make a decision over the two. it seems like damn far,but it feels like damn near sometimes. i wonder that why,at such a point of time,i must make such decision. choose one out of two,always the toughest decision. i feel damn confused,i should try to continue my revision. i hate making decisions. i wonder if exams could just finish like in a day. blog tomorrow.

i never meant for this,i never wish for it.
been reading a couple of people's blog,and they actually kind of post the same things! they say they get out of the school,almost get banged my car. because of what? they were in deep thinking of something! what the hell. haha,i thought almost get banged by car because they dashed across or something! so had ss and poa paper 2 today! seriously i flunked my ss like crap,trust me it was horrendous. poa paper 2 is better! i finally able to do,but cannot balance! damn it! then had no choice,had to hand up already. tomorrow is chinese,i think chinese can slack while studying! but there's maths paper 1 on wednesday! i seriously hope everything will be okay! i really want to do super well for maths! poor thing lah pig! you have physics tomorrow! jiayou! :D went amk s11 to eat after school,it was super sunny! and first time wanhao finally eat spicy stuffs,perspire like me! i got my non-chilli eating partner! (: headed home after eating. now i realise how tough my grandfather have to fetch my brother to tution and my cousin to school and back home. it's a tiring thing! around six i think,walk pig home! ohya something funny when i fetch my cousin! there's this boy keep running towards her! then my cousin run and he go chase her! i think it's my cousin classmate and who likes my cousin! haha,p2 only eh! damn funnny! haha! alright,exam days are days where i have to go home early. damn bored. okay,blog tomorrow! (:

it was actually quite fun,
stayed at home today. didn't went out.trg was cancelled last minute. didn't had the mood though. lots of things happened recently. knowing so many things,really made a fool. thinking back,it's quite true,really made a fool of myself. maybe i shouldn't had made such a move. hah. it's over. i don't say much. exams tomorrow,but i don't feel worried. crap,i don't know why. everybody panicking,i don't even feel anything. i really don't know what i seriously want. hope i will improve on ss tomorrow,poa i doubt so. blog tomorrow.

bad judgement,
feel damn bored. saw this from somone's blog,so did it. okay,rather stupid but,haha. been long since i did it!
#1 say something about your love life
-hm,single.
#2favourite song for now
-there's two! sorry by buckcherry and morning light by graham colton band.
#3favourite tv show for now
-haha. too many to list! should be the jeff corwin experience?
#4last movie you saw
-jumper? been ages since i last step into the threatres already.
#5most expensive thing you bought
-my court shoes and stick,both same price.
#6coke or beer
coke.
#7what happen to you last night
-as usual,fell asleep on the sofa.
#8have you ever fall in love with a friend
-defintely.
#9what song are you currently playing
-rooftops by lost prophets
#10do you have a bestfriend
-of course i do!
#11what about a crush?
-yeah,i have one.
#12favourite sports
-floorball! badminton! soccer!
#13ever borken someone's heart
-yup.
#14ever had yours broken?
-yeah.
#15what did you do to the person who broke your heart?
-nothing. just kept quiet.
#16currently facing any problems?
-haha,more then my toes and fingers.
#17what did you do at twelve last night?
-was on the verge of sleeping.
#18who was the last person you went out with? where?
-my family. chalet at pasir ris!
#19colour of the shirt you are wearing now?
-white.
#20last thing you did
-called a friend.
#21three of your favourite things
-floorball,sleepovers and tanning! :D
#22how's life?
bored? very bored.
#23what will you do next weekend?
-probably studying? there's mid years going on for two weeks.
#24when was teh last time you talked to your bestfriend?
-just now,on the phone!
#25who was the last person who texted you?
-felicia! aha.
#26where did you have dinner last night?
-chalet?
#27the last surprise you got
-i dont' really remember. it's been long since i had a surprise.
#28are you angry with someone?
-certainly.
#29when was the last time you felt so sad
-this few days.
#30what is your wish for tomorrow?
-tomorrow will be a nice day! haha. happy day!
#31whats your favourite romantic movie?
-titantic i guess? there's many,but i can't remember.
#32do you believe that everyone has a soulmate?
-yeah,i do. when we grow up.
#33whats your current problem?
-giving up too easily.
#34your thoughts of online and long distance relationships
-haha. don't really work out,though there is. but,nahh. not for me.
#35have you ever seen a friend as more than a friend.
-yup.
#36whats your favourite colours
-brown.
#37what songs do you want to be played at your wedding
-accidentally in love by counting crowns,wherever you go by the calling,100 years by five for fighting,where is she by justin roman and soluna,only one by lifehouse,graduation by vitamin c.
#38what kind of car do you drive
-too young to even own one. but i hope my ride,would be something cool next time!

alright,this's making me more and more tired. sleeping now! bye guys.
okay,1.36 now. wanted to sleep one but after bathing feel damn awake.
FRIDAY
everything were okay. went to RP to watch match after school. and after school had ss and chem remedial. assembly was damn boring. ss was damn funny,cause blessing,compassion and devotion combined. then a lot of people all in mdm loo's ss room,wah,then damn funny one! not enough space! haha. chem was boring like shit. slept a while,then met jerome,wanhao,jianyi and ben. headed to RP. woohoo,northland vs merahans,both guys and girls. we missed out on the girls one though,heard merahans won. haha,but the guys match was really end to end. refs didn't did a good job though,too many free hits from everywhere around the court. 1st and 2nd period were rather boring. the third period was the eye-catching one. damn exciting can. merahans cameback after losing the first two periods. then last ten seconds northland equalised! can see merahans players,totally devasted. haha,supported northland all the way though. they played seriously much much more better. final score 3-2. haha. i seriously think northland desreved totally,not being biased,but they played like champions. after match,headed home.
SATURDAY
almost didn't went to study today. but manage to persuade jerome out to study. went to orchard library,but they closed down already! we didn't know that at all! no choice,headed to coffee bean to study. but i think their business almost every minute is peak hour to them,so was got kicked the moment we started studying! and the most angry thing is,we bought a drink already lah. damn. then went to heeren the spinelli coffee there to study,outdoor! but damn cool. the table was damn shaky,but no choice! studied till 7 something,then headed to chalet! trained till tanah merah,met dad. he picked me up,headed to chalet. damn bored lah the chalet! damn long never see everybody then damn shy throughout! haha,sorry lah zoe! the soccer match spoil my whole mood! haha. anw,man u lose to chelsea! 2-1! wtf to the ref man,not even a handball lah! f. damn biased can. left the chalet around 12. didn't stayover. supposed to sleep one,but then once reached home,bathed and felt damn awake! so came here and blog! yeah,i am going trg tomorrow night. haha,must promise mum to study in the morning and afternoon. gonna try to stop letting the computer and tv to tempt me lah. haha,for floorball! okay,better go and sleep soon! so can wake up and study! and make sure cleared all my ss notes! haha. blog tomorrow! today was fun!
i think every msg meant everything to me now,one day once is a lot to me now.

replies to tag:
FELICIA-wahlau! ten times! okay,i better mention you everyday! so 100 hundred days 1 dollar! ahaha!
MENGCHAO-lol. hello.
MADELINE-alohaaa tooo! haha. okay,thats good! don't be sad anymore super cool manzxz girl! :D

a word from you,can meant many thousands of expressions.
everything seems to be going wrong today. feel very bad throughout the day. lessons were okay. got scolding from mr chandra for sleeping in class. damn stupid. after school went market to eat,then went to geog remedial with mr lau. haha. then waited for jerome they all for their amaths. homed after that. damn bored day. ohya,channel five showed some movie,called transporter 2. woohoo. damn cool. the guy damn cool. the movie 5 stars! though it's a little bit short! but damn exciting and thrilling! felicia don't be sad uh! fourth is better then nothing! (: heard that coral won northbrooks 6-4 or 3. congrats coral! it should be us there,not coral if we played harder and luck was with us during that game. hm,tomrrow is the finals! going to watch,northland vs merahans! damn cool match! i am going for a northland win! though their key player is injured. just don't want merahans to win the title,don't know why i seriously don't think they are worth being crowned the champions,though they are good. ohya,east knights trg changed to every sunday night. should i go this week! there's exam on monday. ughhh. i don't know lah. i feel like going,but exams. damn. alright,blog tomorrow! goodluck northland! :D
when was the day that i ever heard a single word that meant admiration. i don't know,just damn confused now.

let the ball start to roll,
ten more posts and i will reach 300 posts. haha. today's been damn boring. lessons are alright. pe did sit and reach and pull up. woohoo,completed napfa already. i think overall a bronze or silver? won't get gold,cause my 2.4 i only ran once and pass by 2 seconds. haha. after school had chinese remedial. i get 8/10 for the format of yingyong wen! wahlau! means need to write a totally new passage. damn. and as usul failed ss test,but i am happy that i improve more. (: going to stay back tomorrow after school for the ss corrections thing. stupid lah,but used to it already,having failed almost all my ss test. waited for jerome they all damn long. in the end,headed to bishan with jianyi. he went to get some stuffs. so went to eat macs alone. saw jack. headed to tution after that. stayed there for around 2 hours,freaking sleepy and bored. but tution was alright! (: headed home after that. tomorrow's gonna be another boring day. goodluck coral and kc! hope you guys get third for your b divs tomorrow! :D blog tomorrow then.
i shalln't waste anymore time.

sometimes,i wish i had knew everything at first.
woohoo,went to watch the semis today! very intense. maybe it's already the semis,so the intensity of the match was super high. reached late and the coral and merahans match ended already. heard coral got thrashed 12-3? anw,the northland match woah,very very very nice. 9 or 8-4 was the final score! so thursday the 3rd and 4th placing! coral beat northbrooks! haha. northland going to face merahans,i knew it. but i hope northland win,seriously don't like merahans to win. super wish today we were the team who faces merahans can! i have been telling myself must face merahans,and must win them. looks,like next year it is! we must fight for the top four! want the medal badly man! at least leave phs with something we should belong to. anw,school was okay today. kind of bored,but it was alright. haha,disturb jerome just before chinese. damn funny can! ohya,bio test today! i can confirm gurantee sure fail. how to pass lah! i didn't even know today got test! ate at RP foodcourt and headed for the match. after the match,woah. super lots of RP students can. got one bunch just said,wah this is a secondary school ah. crap,stupid mockers. don't they belong to secondary school students before. hah,damn stupid. headed home. wonder there's knights trg tomorrow! seriously wanna play floorball as a player! but that might be the last trg i am going for knights! hope there is. exams are just next week,but i think i am just gonna relax and just try to absorb as many things as i can. there's chinese remedial and a so-called yingyong wen test tomorrow after school. blog tomorrow! :D
maybe just talking like this,would be all i hope for now.

a smile will do,
i don't really feel like posting today,didn't had the mood at first. but feel damn bored,so just ya. today's been damn bored,really bored. lessons were all alright. after school had poa remedial,i don't know whether i should go! my ledger books are at home! didn't went in the end. headed to market with jerome,wanhao,jianyi,glden and nick? think roy came too. damn funny,derek was there tooo. hahaha. damn crap. headed back school,they went to ask miss chua for amaths stuffs. so stayed in class to do emaths homework,freaking bored. stayed till around 5 and headed home. days without floorball,is damn bored. days with floorball is freaking tired. but i have the sudden urge to play floorball. KC must get third for b divs okay! felicia don't sad lah! why never cry for the right reason! hahaha. shit before a match,will score? haha,damn no link! tomorrow will be just another boring day,ohya there's guys semis tomorrow! goodluck northland! alright,blog tomorrow.
the past really seems to be the past. it's over,really over. i feel weird typing so much always in all my post,suddenly it feel damn unfriendly and weird to me now.

the past memories were made up of nothing.
okay,today been boring? went my house downstairs to cut,to lazy to go hougang and cut man. damn man,the girl who help me cut i think is new! she took 45 mins or so to finish cutting my hair! wahlau,frekaing long! the hougang one take me only 15 mins can,and it's nicer somemore! anw,headed to meet jerome,clarice,dorothy and chongling at bishan mos. studied there,chongling left after a while. mengchao joined us after that. studied till around 5? then peak hour,we got asked to leave. damn,headed to the library. no seats at all! then had to go the children section,in the end got asked to leave again! in the end,clarice and dorothy went home. the rest headed to novena to study! went to donut factory! haha,they tempt me with the donuts,but i don't like donuts. once i eat,it will give me super painful headaches! studied till around 8? yup,after that walk around novena square and headed home. don't know why man,everybody saying i am super duper random sometimes! it sounds like a bad thing! super weird man. alright,there's school tomorrow. and poa is the first two periods,better go sleep now. if not tomorrow sure die during poa! blog tomorrow!
our distance is getting further,it seems that even being friends are so tough. i wonder why.

haert attack feeling no longer here anymore,
i think i am blogging at the wrong dates! haha. okay,i blogging things that happen on saturday,just that it's 3am in the morning. woohoo. damn early uh. 1 more hour i can go order macs breakfast already. alright,today's been good! haha. tution was alright,everything was okay. my neck is painful! haha,bend my neck to strain my eyes on the questions! haha. anw,met jerome and mengchao at bishan around 4.30? yup. headed to orchard. went to look for phones! okay,weird period to look for phones especially it's exam period. haha. i am changing my phone soon! the new LG phone! but have to wait till may 27! supposed to be april 27 i think,mum saw the wrong date. damndamndamn. walk around taka,and headed to chompchomp! supposed to sakae,fish and co or pizza hut. but in the end still go chompchomp. every week going there,sian already man! haha. but,for mengchao's sake! trained to serangoon mrt and took 317! ordered the usual food and the 3 dollars worth of longan drink! we met this uncle at the bus stop,he went to the toilet i think,he ask us to look after his stuffs. well,super pity him. but i feel very good helping him,i don't know why,by just looking after his stuffs! haha. took 317 and we didn't know,it madew one circle around some estates and then back again then towards the interchange! haha. we went to have teh at some coffeeshop while watching soccer. we met another uncle,who really inspired me! haha. i don't know why,but i feel whatever he says,really very true. so watch liverpool vs fulham! wahlau,predicted fulham to win one lah,in the end liverpool won 2-0. left after pennant scored the liverpool goal. mengchao went to took bus and headed home with jerome. today's been perfect. haven't reached home so late for very long already. enjoyed today,probably the last day to ever play so much till mid year's over. but n's will be coming up and everything will be back to square one. damn. super looking forward to the league! :D alright,going to cut hair then meeting jerome,dorothy,clarice and mengchao to study tomorrow! blog tomorrow!
a few messages was enough to make my day! really want to concentrate on you,family,studies,friends,floorball and nothing else. my sunshine in the morning,:D

i want to give you all my love,
12.21 am now. hm,yeah we lost. we did everything right,everybody was playing well,just that luck wasn't on our sides. we don't deserve to lose this match at all. i played badly,i know one or two goals can be saved. but i wasn't focus enough. we gave our all,and i think we played to the fullest. two times we have reached till here and we have depended on our last game,but we didn't made it through to the semis,two times. how lucky can we get. i guess we have to wait till next year. amyrool,sorry about it. didn't help you win at least something in your final year. next year is our last year,and we won't give in without a fight for every match. next up,going to be the league. really want to reach div 2 asap. hope this team form together with andrew will be a good one. and yes,i finally get to play as player! alright,combined schools next year? haha. englsih paper was okay,i slept during both paper. couldn't take it already,the aircon was tempting me to sleep. just hope i would score well. after match,mdm jaafar treat us to siam kitchen. haha,the food there,woah. super spicy like crap. never go there and eat man! after that,me jerome and shermin went to gelare to have ice cream,ate a pathetic ice cream cone. headed home after that. damn tired man,sleep is what i need most now! there's tution tomorrow,and yes as usual,my homework not done. gonna do it tomorrow morning. i go catch more sleep,if not will die lah. blog tomorrow!
don't worry so much,everything's gonna be okay. concentrate on other papers,don't think about anything else. i believe you can do it. (:

tough luck,
okay,it's getting up my nerves already. there's english mid-year tomorrow and there's match tomorrow. i am afraid that i would fall asleep during the papers. i am scared that tomorrow will be super intense,and i am afraid by conceding goals would harm my team. winning tomorrow is not just winning,but it's all this months of hardwork,we really want to do well and semis to us is very very very important. i am not gonna play like how i played on monday,i want to play like how i play against northland. i want to save goals,and help the team to win. i want to reach the finals,thats our dream. even if it's merahans we are facing in the semis,i still want to win tomorrow's match. lets play our game guys. anw,today been alright. lessons was still okay,as usual,boring poa lesson. after school had english remedial,headed to market to eat after that. went back school,kick soccer for a while and headed home. hope i can do well for tomorrow's english paper! mid year super important and crucial! alright,i better go and revise now! and hurry go sleep! if not i will be dieing tomorrow! blog tomorrow! we will win tomorrow! :D
i know your support will be there for me tomorrow,be it you will be there or not,i you are there always. thank you sp. (:

one more win,one last chance,fight till the end.
today was okay lah. hm,chapel was quite okay. the songs were not bad. ohya,i and jerome,we were late for assembly. go toilet somemore jerome lua! then had to stand at the canteen area there to wait. ss test,was difficult like shit. confirm fail,i wrote a lot of irrelevant things! haha. pe had napfa,did standing broad jump only,wait for the girls to complete the rest will kill man. poa i was sleeping then miss chee caught me,damn. super crap can. was super duper tired. after school had chinese listening! wahlau,waste a lot of time man. haha,quite easy though. put stuffs in the hall and went to eat at market with amyrool. trg started around 3.45? haha,the hall had aircon on today. damn cooooooolingggggggg! haha. trg was not bad,more serious compared to the last one. and jerome,victor,gary and jianyi. hahha,so funny during the free hits. the four of them! super funny lah! headed home after trg! and someone told me and jerome some stupid stuffs,that make me and jerome left heartbroken. stupid man. alright,blog tomorrow.
i have a weird feeling,don't know why jsut feel very weird. everything seems to change,after i said those words. i regretted.

time changes,it left me shell-shocked.
hm,i wonder what will i be doing after floorball and exams all ended. it will be boring life once again. anw,today have been alright. talked to mrs pow about the amaths thing. she agrees to it,but i must take a test beginning of next year and i must get 1 or 2 points for my maths this year during n levels. okay,how cool. means i need to do super well for my maths. lessons were okay today. so fast and english papers are this friday. jerome and i are afraid of the proposal topic coming out for letter writing. no teachers taught us or let us practice at all. okay,just hope it's letter writing. geog test is like hopeless,only wrote a few sentences. after school waited for jerome they all for their amaths remedial. in the end,me and jerome went to yishun kfc to eat. walk around at northpoint and headed home. there's trg tomorrow after school,i want to play well for friday's match. really very important match. ohya,there's this 3-on-3 competition held by SP at clarke quay. haha,yayness. but it's on 25th may! TEAM XI again! hope can win uh,first prize is $300 and 4 indiviual trophies! haha. coool. alright,blog tomorrow!
you are forever beautiful in my heart. certainly you,your smiles never fails to make me smile widely everyday and waving at you so happily.

without you,life's really nothing.
it's 1.50 now. i can't believe i woke up around 12 just now. i was super duper tired that i just went to sleep at 8! but i kind of woke up around 10,but aiya,damn tired. man,i just miss out one day of talking to you. and really,we didn't talk at all today. this is the first time,we never talk at all for a day. hm,anw school's okay. lesson till 11.40 today. slack at canteen a while and headed to RP. yayness,we cabbed there and the taxi uncle talk super lots of crap. the food there,woooo. damn cheap and nice. reached the sports hall,st gabs won their game,northland and coral next match,northland won theirs. damn cool,they won 5-1. so it's our turn,hahaha. we got ourself a new cheer! first period was crap. but the other two was okay,really played like shit today. just feel very scared and nervous,couldn't concentrate at all. probably playing in a new environment,thats why. kind of not get use to it. final score 6-4. everybody played well today,adapting to the new court. friday with coral,do or die. this is it,we win we qualify,we lose we are out. i really want to win it so badly,we are just so close,one more win and we will be in the semis! and hopefully the finals! we have everything to vie for,for our usual court trgs,for our stand in phs. yeah,haha. alright,headed to the canteen and eat again after the match. headed home after that. okay,tomorrow's another boring day. blog tomorrow!
i dread to sleep just now,i didn't blame you,but i blame myself for it. sorry.

with everything to fight for,
FRIDAY
lessons were okay. no bio remedial,waited for jerome and the rest for their physics make up lesson. assembly was boring,the chinese thing was like really damn bored. saw you so many times,but don't know why i just hope that i can really see you more. after their physics lesson,headed to toa payoh sports hall to watch volleyball with jerome and mengchao. damn exciting man,okay in between got something happen,but not gonna say. phs won 3-1. haha. headed home after that.
SATURDAY
had chinese oral,i got 11/30. the teacher accidentally slipped the paper and i saw. 9 for reading,2 for conversation. damn man,lucky it's only prelims. i got the new china teacher. don't understand what she talking lah. waited a while at the parade square there. wait for jerome wanhao and jianyi. saw you,yayness. super happy. so attended their amaths lesson with miss chua. super interested in a maths lah,really want to take. gonna talk to miss chee on monday about taking a maths,i really want to take amaths lah. hai,i hope i can. went home and headed to tution. talk to my tution teacher about amaths,he say will depend on my school. after that,met jerome and shermin. went to changed my jeans to smaller size. after that headed to cafe cartel to study,weird place to study,but haha. after that,headed to chompchomp for dinner! yeah! super full lah! was sweating like crap. haha,jerome's you yuan. he's crazy over that you yuan already lah.
SUNDAY
met jootat at sembawang,he drove me there. picked up muneer too. headed to cage,damn coool. okay lah,kind of idiot,first time go cage and play. but it's super nice okay. after that,went to valhall for training. damn tired,but trg was alright. kind of slack,but kind of like quite prepared for tomorrow match with east view already. thrashed them,thats will be on my mind tomorrow. go guys,we will beat them. headed to city hall,jerome and wanhao ate at RC foodcourt. then went mos to get a drink,they headed home,i went to novena and met my family. ate at some quality hotel near novena for my grandmother's birthday celebration. the food there,wasn't that good lah. headed home after that. super tired lah,we will win tomorrow. i believe. blog tomorrow.
everyday gonna be like that,it will stay this way. i wonder when will everything be back to normal. i wish it will be okay.

i want the last time,
finally like a rest day,a few days off from floorball. okay,lessons were all alright. luckily poa is one period only. there's mother tongue listening and oral on saturday. time pasts real fast today. saw you in the morning,and thats all. i hope i could see you more,really more. after school went amk to eat. made a new ez link card,i didn't bring any new photo,so have to make do with the old one. haha,ate at macs. wanhao and jianyi phone that game,is making us addicted lah. haha. walk around amk and headed home. wanted to watch movie,in the end everybody no money. haha. very long never so early reach home and do nothing! wanted to sleep,but just couldn't fall asleep. so watch tv and the comp to kill time,i don't feel like studying. the core was super nice,though like a bit on science but it's super thrilling,the actions and everything! damn nice! seriously i don't know what i really wanna do now. like i got no aim in life. i don't even know what course i am going to take and everything. i just feel very lazy to do it,i just super don't want to go and think now and just want to relax now. i don't know man. i am feeling tired of play b divs,i wanna play the league. it's more challeging i think. alright,there's bio remedial tomorrow,ahhhh boring. blog tomorrow!
i will wait,this i can promise you. give me a long time,i will still wait for you. i really miss you.

my shining star,
today just simply,nothing to say. it's been a really bad day. yeah,we lost to victoria,7-0. hah. we got thrashed big time. i was really too tired for everything,the shots keep on coming and coming,i really want to give up. i was so tired,to the extent that,i had to shake my helmet almost every minute in the game. conceded 7 goals,but today's match we were totally outclassed. and the refs,are like damn,no comments for them. it's like freaking biased,just because you play the same club,he's your coach,and you are so biased to them. super many obvious fouls and yet we were given nothing. nvm,i had enough of the match already. i just want to play well for the last two matches and we will see how. was almost late today,almost miss the last train. chapel was okay,still was a nice song. the video was really very insipiring,very touching. so bio and ss were okay. left halfway during pe,i saw you. you were so nice,your smiles were so beautiful. you voice were the best. don't sad okay,i believe you will find it back. ate and bused to ite. it will the last time we are going to play there this year,going to RP next monday. before our match was northland and east view,northland won,but forget the score. and after our match was st gabs vs northbrooks. northbrooks won 2-1. augustine and aaron,you guys can win merahans,don't worry and focus on friday's match! went to amk,ate at some japanese shop. sumo house i think. kind of cheap. saw wilson yeo,chuan meng,weijian and yi loong there. haha. ohya,wilson yeo phone morning get confiscated because he forget to off silent mode. and it was so funny,his ringtone! haha. reached home and i slept almost immediately. so freaking tired. alright,i caan finally rest tomorrow. and i can rest till sunday,the next trg. finally lah. alright,blog tomorrow.
everything will be okay,don't worry.

let me go through everything with you now,
i need a break. i am having a headache now. just woke up not long ago. really very tired man. trg was like damn pointless,if we ever play like that against victoria,we are gonna get thrashed like crazy. my body seriously cannot take it anymore,really need a rest. after tomorrow's match,i am gonna rest like crazy. so tired. and i hope tomorrow victoria's match won't be so intense,though i know it definetly will. just hope everything will be okay,i won't give up like what i have promised sp already,i won't. lessons today,were okay. didn't had poa thats why! miss chee went to complain to mdm jaafar about my attitude during poa. damn man. so cool man,we are actually having our competition during the exams. so i am gonna study while i am resting too! but seriously,i am not gonna give myself any pressure. just slowly relax,and i seriously don't feel nervous about the victoria match! everybody is but i am not! i don't know why! ohya,changed bag with stella again! haha,didn't went for the cip thing,we are going with 4E i think,during term 3. how cool can that be! jerome lucky lo,can see someone. HAHA. after school,went back to get my stuffs. headed to trg after that. after trg,headed home with jerome. bought food at sunplaza,thank you cling again! haha! :D i feel more prepared now for tomorrow's match,after talking to smartie pie! haha. alright,going to catch more sleep! blog tomorrow! we will win tomorrow,we will! :D
you were forever be here for me,when i need you. you are always gonna be my biggest motivation,i won't give up tomorrow. every ball,i will save,because of you. (:

a glimpse of you will be enough,
i gotta say,this was the best match i have ever played as a keeper,i swear it is. the intensity is just damn freaking high. first period was like f. let in 5 crap goals. but the second and third periods were the best. we really played the best out of us. super happy with my performance,i did well today. haha,50 over saves! yay! and i think sherman step into the small box,so they got a very last second penalty at really the last second. but he missed it! i was like jumping for joy! it's really a morale booster start to our second round. victoria is our next opponent and it's on wednesday. and andrew can't make it for trg or match this week. how lucky. we are gonna depends on ourself,after today's match i seriously think we really got a chance to qualify for top four. we are underdogs. i really going to give my 100% for every match now. so lessons were okay today. poa was like,so bored. i read newspaper throughout the whole lesson. english,so freaking bored lah. talked with wanhao and melody about the concert during june. (: ate and headed to ite. victoria and coral's match were before us. damn intense,and coral's is really very good. victoria too. but final score,coral won 5-4. after our match,bathed and headed to amk hub to eat. trained home after that. i am really tired,actually i kind of really want to give up during the third period. but something spur me on. anw,there's trg in school tomorrow! and i very long never train in school already! haha. alright then,blog tomorrow! and there's maths test tomorrow!
that something,was your message. seriously,without your message i would really just give up. i was so so so tired,really need a rest. but your message was the motivation to go on,thank you smartie pie. you are the best. (::D

without it,it will be all over.
hm,how should i start off. man,andrew is not coming tomorrow. how cool. our super important match with northland. and our first for the starting of our second round matches. this is maybe one of our last year,that we can ever play together,just hope we can really get into top four. and even more bad news,after northland that match,we are gonna play at republic poly,which is our so called unlucky or jinx place to us. how cool. we have actually never win there ourself before. everything getting worser and worser. there's this so lump at my elbow,because i everytime dive and hit the floor,thats why. actually been there quite long already. so met up with jerome and michelle to eat at yishun! haha,very quiet but yet funny throughout! met gabriel and wanhao. headed to valhall,the bus trip damn funny can! nvm,as long got wanhao everytime got super funny thing one. was late for i think 15 mins? haha. trg was great. i think i am prepared for penalty,if there's one. after that,headed to dhoby ghaut to eat! halfway,sherman they all came. then wahlau,ben damn ughhhhhh. headed home after that. feel so tired again after trg today. tomorrow be okay,there's no pressure. and we will win. i believe we will. :D blog tomorrow! (:

sometimes i feel left out,probably i am older then you. hah,i really don't like to assume.
ohya,forget to blog that last night i went sakae with my mum and brother! wooooohoooo. but ate like damn little,cause like they closing. and dorothy's brother worked there ah. haha. anw,today woke up like at 9. damn early,but slept for like 1 hour more around 2! haha,as usual late when meeting them! but i was earlier then jerome lua. usual lah,sherminw as the earliest. headed to orchard first,but the topman don't have the jeans we wanted. shaw house one also don't have. headed to city hall,met ben there. saw the dark grey jeans nicer then the light grey one! so bought it! quite cooool! jerome bought a light blue one,quite nice too. 15% through ben's brother discount card. how cool. the wallet's nice,but didn't get it in the end. bought starbucks and decided damn long where to have dinner! wanted to go chompchomp one,but in the end we ended up at newton circus! and,the hwakers there are like @#^&*! all will like approached you and ask. and one auntie,so ahhhhh. give the stupid face. crap man. ate stingray and sotongs! haha. very expensive,but nice okay! all sweating like hell. headed home,very full. the spicy feeling in my stomach,wahhhh. haha. alright,gonna like early tonight,lunch with jerome and michelle! and then trg afterwards! and night time bottletree to celebrate my grandma's birthday! yay! alright,blog tomorrow. i dread monday's match with northland.
didn't expect things will change so fast,between me and you. i hope it didn't all along.

time flies,but i hope it stays forever.
school was okay today,finally i bring my backpack to schooool! haha. international friendship day celebration today,cool! lessons were okay,i changed bag with stella. i like her bag,i but i think i look like gay! haha. assembly was funny! haha,ss remedial after that. did corections and must write a new essay question okay,wah damn difficult lah. and headed to chem test. sure fail already lah,i did like 5 mins and handed in already. wait for wanhao a while. went to market eat with jerome,wanhao and mengchao. went back school to kick soccer with the express guys. haha. wanhao keep on laughing lah! and something embarrassing happen can! ahhhhhh. headed home after that,the sun's hot and i get tanner! haha. alright,there's trg on sunday,and mr yeo going to pay for our court fees. yay. blog tomorrow.
seeing you do those pumpings and starjumps,i really wish i did it instead of you doing it.

i need you,
yes,i finally get to rest today. i am not happy about that we went to the next round,but i am happy that i can sleep! yay. so we won serangoon gardens,7-3. hah,lousy match. total turn off,how could i let them score three freaking easy goals uh. i can't believe it. i wanted to clean sheet in two matches,but both matches i let in two stupid goals. crap. there's goes my target. okay,even more cooler news. our first match in the second round,guess who. haha,you will never be so lucky to get them. northland. wah,why on earth them as our first matchhhhhh! i rather take on coral! damn. lets pray that we will draw with victoria and win northland,coral and i think either east view or pingyi. then we will qualify to the semis! haha. okay,great and whens our first match,monday. this coming monday. cool right. it's gonna be so tiring. but at last there's finally a three day break! but there's trg on sunday! haha. in the afternoon somemore,which team would train on sunday man! cool lah. anw,school was like till four periods again! haha,very bad man. i always skipped lee laoshi class. i like her class one. haha,nvm lah,there's chinese tomorrow anw! (: we bused down to ite again,northland first match. they won bedok south,forget the scoreline. everbody telling me,concede lesser for northland,haha. i try. after match,headed to amk hub with jerome,wanhao and tim. ate at mos,wahlau. they really very lame lo,what pokemon names. reached home,had to go fetch my cousin back from school. haha,thank you cling! :D reached home,watch tv a while and fell asleep already! so tired you know,i woke up around 11! damn tired can! haha,i shall go pack my bag,ohya! i changing my bag with stelllllaaaa tomorrow. alright,blog tomorrow. (:
one time today,but it was better then nothing. tomorrow,i want to see many times of you. ): i was so happy when that message came. i was like,please be you,and it was really you! :D

can't take my eyes off you,
i wish i could just lie on my bed and sleep. i wish i don't need to care about so many things. actually i don't need to care,but i want to care. i am tired,really very tired. my whole body have been aching like crap. and i need sleep more than anything else. but there's so many things i really want to care about,people that is important to me. i really want to rest at home one day,and probably have dinner that day with my friends. i need a rest day.
okay,enough of those rantings. school was okay today. i didn't know there's poa homework till today. crap,staybacked for a while to do the poa homework. and there's so many tests coming up. there's chem test on friday,there's maths test on tuesday. and i just finish a mock chinese test,during chinese remedial just now. how cool,i didn't know that there's a mock test today. i think it's because of missing too many lessons already. haha. went to eat after remedial at market. have been eating market food for like almost everyday. how boring can it get. trained and bused down to valhall today. mjc was having their trg just now. cool. training was quite okay,not really very slack,but i think can be counted as light trg. lmfc having their trg after ours,i didn't expect it! haha,i saw you felicia lim! ohya,pearlin if you are looking at my blog! my five lollipops! euro 2008 starting okay,lets reset our bets! wanted to bathe but the lmfc people came in already,so ya. haha. ate at kfc after trg,cabbed home with gary,jerome,tim and gabriel. was like damn tired when i reach home can. haha. and there's the final match tomorrow against serangoon gardens,must win. our hopes and preparations will be pinned on that match. let do our best guys. i shall go sleep early,and my bag is making right shoulder freaking painful everyday. ahhhh. blog tomorrow.
sp,i hope i can just sit in front of you and stare at you for very long. i want to look at you for very long. i so hope i can. though been seeing you and saying hi everyday,i wish i could just look at you for very long. imysp. (::D

i wanna look at you,
i have to say,what a thriller! haha. okay,school was okay today. four periods and off we went. trained in school then bused down to ite macpherson. we were like damn happy,because when we reached there,serangoon gardens was leading 5-3 in the earlier match with swiss cottage. but in the end they drawed 5-5. haha. the next match northland thrashed serangoon sec 19-0. super cool. ours is next. haha,thriller and physical and super rough match. we almost fight with northbrooks. the players are like a bunch of fkers lah. but i think i did well today! was really happy with my performance. i wasn't scared when the ball was coming! especially towards the end of the first period,i made two super good saves! yay! damn happy! haha. alright,trg at valhall tomorrow again! 5-7. today's match was like super super intense,but overall i would say good one guys. it's been long since i last saw the team,really played so well togehter. haha. anw,took 70 to yck. supposed to take 76 but the bus wasn't double decker and it was filled with many people. haha,headed to eat at market. saw a lot of people at market. trained home with gabriel. so tired man,but i hope we would really qualify. it really means a lot to us. by seeing how we play against northbrooks,there's still that hope. okay,gonna focus like super a lot tomorrow during trg and thursday during serangoon gardens that match. blog tomorrow!
thank you for asking tim to cheer me up,it really means so much to me. during the game,cheer me up was the words who keep on motivating me. thank you sp. (:

you were there when i really need you,:D